There is still something wrong with blogger and that means that i can't post photos and yada. ZZ. Hate it when this sort of shit happens to blogger. Someone tell me it's jus blogger and it's not my dumbass ancient com. Daddy~ please get me my Macbook. Haha. U said u'd get me but i feel so bad if i were to go something like "YA YA I WANT!" XD Why dunt u jus surprise me by jus buying it for me and going "NAH! ENJOY URSELF! :D" haha. i'll be so damn happy.
Math test today was crud. I couldn't answer the damn question properly. I wna curse and swear in the middle of class but of course i have self restrain (amazingly). Hopefully bio test tmr will be more on the cheerful side.
Promos are coming which means i really gotta start mugging now! like. N-A-O-W! Or i'm gna effing fail my ass off like hell. Chem sucks. I hate it. It rapes my ass so badly. T-T i can't understand much no matter how much attention i pay. Mebbe i should get rebby to teach moi! XD
Falling sick i think. Goddamn cough and i get occasional stomach aches. >_> urgh. and it hurts like hell. NO I DUNT HAVE MENSTURAL CRAMPS! IMMA GUY FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. I havent exercised in a long long while as well. Sometimes i wish i could combine the life of the past together with the life that i have now. I love them both. Perhaps i'm just wishing for like 48 hours in a day or some shit like that. Haha. Means more time to play, study and SLEEP! :)
Speaking of time, sometimes i really hate it.. I hate it when it ticks against you. Every night u keep tellin urself another day is gone. And as that day nears, You just wish u could stop time and stay in the moment. Cause once our fairytale ends, And our eyes are opened, We have to face our demons and all fury of our hell.
What Happens When I'm alone?; {8/24/2009 10:31:00 PM}
I think there's something wrong with blogger again. The posting part has got a slight error.. like cant post pics and cant change txt color. why does blogger always have this sorta bullshit problems?
I'm giving it my all. I wanna be like before in your eyes. The worse thing i fear... Is that although i've tried my best, It results in nothing but bad things. I love you and no one else. Nothing in the world can change that. There won't be a need to doubt me.
What Happens When I'm alone?; {8/09/2009 04:11:00 PM}
I think I'm sick. I don't feel exactly in the 'pink of health' I dun mind being sick, so long as it's not H1N1. (hint hint) Burgh. I guess i need more rest soon or i'm really gonna end up missing another week of school.
E learning day was on wednesday. I actually woke up on time. Randomly entered some temperature den started my work. I finished my work at 10.30 only cause i didnt do math chinese and chem. Math i jus was too lazy to print out. Chinese i printed. But didnt do nor submit. Chem. i gave up the quiz halfway only because i didnt have my damn data booklet with me and i wouldnt be able to do the ret of the quiz. so i randomly did like 8 qns and ended up wiv a score of 4.5/18. LOL. E learning day was over my 11 for me. Den i went to play game like some idiot. Till it was 2. den went to iron and prepare my uniform den i went to school for NDP. THE SUN SHIOK OR SHIOK SIA?! i felt like someone was placing an oven to my face dammit. den NDP practice was over and went to get bbt with ray seen and alfrad. yupp. Got home, RnR den slept.
Hui, perhaps u are right. I'm the one who's gonna lose out. The one whos gonna make all the sacrifices. The one whos too damn nice for his own good. Well i can't do anything. I'm sorry... But you know, it's not that i'm spineless or anything. But... I jus don't want to know. I'm afraid of what the truth might end up doing to me. I've had my fair share of scarring, And there's not much room left. I'm praying for someone to save me from myself...
What Happens When I'm alone?; {8/02/2009 10:41:00 AM}
Thanks Hui for the talk. It made me ponder about things...
I'm drowning in my thoughts, I know i'm the one making the sacrifice. I know i'm too nice for my own good. I know i will lose out in the end. But I don't want you to make any sacrifices nor feel bad. Please don't cry me. Please dont... I don't want them to see.
What Happens When I'm alone?; {7/14/2009 12:16:00 AM}
Ushiro Bakari Mitetara Asu Ga Kanashimu Kara, Hito Wa Mae Ni Susumu Shikanain Dayo, Me No Mae Ni Iru Aisubeki Hito No Tame Ni Mo.
To You Who Loves Every Kind Of Person I Am. Thank You For Being By My Side
This is such a beautiful song. For u dunces who can't understand it,(this is my interpretation of the song so if u dun agree... too bad~) It's about a boy who loves a girl alot. And she's always been by his side and helpin him through hard times and everything. Now she's gone, he still remembers her and tries hard to move on in life.
I've constantly been thinkin bout it. And i wish i could jus forget. I've had nightmares about it and i can jus picture what will happen to myself in future. I know myself too well. But becuase i know what will happen. I wna make the best of all i can now.
What Happens When I'm alone?; {7/12/2009 01:30:00 PM}
Holy Crud... I saw this Topman vest and it's super duper uber nice! I LOVE IT! I WANT IT! TILL I SAW IT'S FREAKIN PRICE! It's like 100 plus. Can't remember the price exactly but i think it's about 140+? Not sure. >_> I SHALL SAVE UP FOR IT! If i can even save up in time. I have currently 50 dollars. So.. wad? Don't eat for another 2-3 weeks? Siao. Impossible. Haiz~ can't even get mother to buy it for me..
Considering tad i did so badly for exams.
THUS FAR the results are:
- BIO "B"
- MATH "D"
- CHEM "S"
Like wth~ chem i got an S grade. Stupid effing hell. And i was hoping to get B for everything. I DUN CARE! I WILL GET MYSELF AT LEAST ALL 'B' FOR PROMOS! I DUN GIVE A SHIT! I WILL DO IT! I WILL GET ALL 'A' FOR A LEVELS AND TAKE MEDICINE AT NUS! I DUN CARE!
Btw recently gotten some relieve teacher for chem. Cant remember his name but he's quite a nice teacher BUT WHA LAU EH! SOMETIMES HE MAKE THE JOKE IS SI LANG LAME! But least he's funny la. Like tdy he suddenly announced in lab.
"Eh class, you know Banana fruit right.. Is made of 1 mole of Barium and den 2 mole of Sodium"
So the whole class was like harr? why? Den bryan still down there thinkin to himself: "OH NO WONDER BANANA GIVE SO MUCH ENERGY LA."
Then the teacher was like "Correct wad. Barium is Ba. Sodium is Na. So.... BaNaNa."
-.- can i slap him?
What Happens When I'm alone?; {7/09/2009 07:17:00 PM}
Omg i love this watch. Does anyone want to buy it for me? Haha. Jus Kiddin. The onli way i can ever get this is.. IN MY BIG FATTEST DREAM. It's a blardy Bvlgari watch. Gosh!
Haiz. Been really... Out of sorts today. I woke up and stared at the ceiling for half an hour. Tossing and turning. No idea why. Den it took me like 5 mins to get started on anything. So unlike my usual self... haiz. Den when i came home and got into the shower i have no idea why. Guess cause i'm really disconnected.. I place shampoo on my body. Den i was like. O shit.. So got soap... and placed it on my head. Haiz... no idea wad is wrong. Den for some strange reason i spent a grand total of half an hour bathing. I spent most of the time stoning in the shower. Gosh what is wrong with me today?
I have no idea.. If it was something i did, Or something i didnt do. But i wish you'd tell me, Least i can change. You seem different from before. Or maybe it's just me?
What Happens When I'm alone?; {7/06/2009 07:06:00 PM}
Gosh exams are finally over. ZZ. But as i said on facebook.. THE MUGGING STILL CONTINUES!! RAWR! Honestly i think it's damn tiring la. Not tad i regret JC life or anything but everything suddenly seems like fast track studying. >_> Bet we all miss the days when Holidays were ACTUAL HOLIDAYS! And not "study break" or "cca week" nor "academic week". Srsly la. Studies should STFU and GTFO. Or least be less stressful la goddamn it. Bah and i even managed to fall sick from the exams. I gotten a cough/sore throat and have been like spamming lozenges in exams. NO I DO NOT HAVE H1N1! DUN CURSE ME. ZZZ. Well went to play badminton with george yesterday. And as per normal he was being a dick! He managed to hit everyone on the court with the shuttle cock(cause he and i switched teams half way). He hit me ass, hit our ahs friend between her chest and hit her mom between the eyes. >_> wad a farktard. YEA U HEARD HERE GEORGE! FUCKTARD! You always love to tap tap SMACK! _l_ i can like memorise your style and know when you're gonna do it alreadi la. Stupid fool. But dang it was a good work out man. I still got arm and leg muscle ache. haha. We should do it more often. If possible. lololol.
For making you sad,
For making you angry,
For making you upset and all things unhappy...
I am sorry. I truly am.
I want to be perfect for you and be all that i can for you.
Only because you are worth it.
And i'll never want to let go of you.
The fact in this world that will remain unchanged is..
I Love You.
What Happens When I'm alone?; {7/06/2009 02:27:00 PM}
Alexander Ho
Opened my eyes to the world on 28th Oct 1992
Stubborn,Whiney,Nice,Awesome,Oversensitive,
Insecure,Has Inferiority Complex.
Despite everything i say, I don't get over things well. I'm always hung up on the past.
ahsNCC and ahs 4C0'8 4ever.
TPJC! OG17! 09S02! OH HERON~!
Interact Rocks. :D
Those who agree are pretty, cool, awesome and nice.
Those who disagree are ugly, ugly, ugly and suck. :D cheeros.
Ticks of his life
I love being a couch potatoe,Piggin' out on junk and good food.I pride myself as an Ottoman(O-to-man)
I like weddings, flowers and cute things(serious)
Always end up getting injured from some stupid acitivity of mine.
And i am crazy when it comes to exercise and wish i could work up a tan.:D
You haven't understood the word GLUTTON till you've seen me eat throughout the day.The amount i eat for one day could be ur 2 days. Yet i'm not fat. :D
Crosses in his life
I hate boredom,prejudice,hate and things that hurt people. The world is filled with too much hate.(Such Irony)
"If the people who are trying to make the world a worse place are not takin' a break, how can i?" -unknown
I hate spicy food most of the time.
Beloved
[*] Liping
[*] Yunica Heng
[*] Junni
[*] Raynor
[*] Audrey
[*] Chun Kit
[*] Felicia
[*] Jem
[*] Lok Yiu
[*] Mei Xuan
[*] Michelle
[*] Yi Yang
[*] Zhi Qi
Credits
Please do not remove credits.view my other blogskins.
This blogskin is made byDevil regina
Something is wrong but i don't know what.
Omg i love this watch. Does anyone want to buy it for me? Haha. Jus Kiddin. The onli way i can ever get this is.. IN MY BIG FATTEST DREAM. It's a blardy Bvlgari watch. Gosh!
Gosh exams are finally over. ZZ.
